You know, as many people might actually think, nobody knows we well. I mean, sure, we might agree on some things, but in all honesty, I'm only doing that half-heartedly or simply because I like you. And this is the reason why most people find me weird or annoying because most of them don't understand what my likes are or who I am as a person.
Sure a lot may say, "You have so many friends" or "Its nice to see you get along with most people" but really, that's all misconception. I hate almost everything life has to offer. If I told you I like this or that, it's simply because I like you (as mentioned). Nobody knows me well enough to make me cry of happiness or all that jazz. So that's why I made this. And I'm really bored so hey, have a blog post.
Like computer games, or console games. And I am easily impressed with those that have great graphics. Sure I have only played a few of those, mostly was when we still had a PS2, but that doesn't stop me from admiring them. I watch Let's Play videos on Youtube, on the hopes that if one day I get a hold on a game myself, I'll know what to do. But since we can't really afford to buy a console (because my dad thinks that it will make us lazy), I simply watch Pewdiepie or Cry play. And I feel happy about it because I love watching other people play.
- I may or may not be way too into movies.
Depending if it has great reviews. This is a code name for being alone. When I say I'm watching something, it only means that I don't want to talk to anyone for the next few hours or so because I enjoy being with myself. I mean, sure it's healthy to talk to people every now and then, but most people these days talk without brains. They pretty much talk about things they think have any sense, but most of the time they don't. And I find it really irritating and makes me want to slap someone in the face.
This one goes to the guys who say they like me. Are you rich? Can you buy me things that I want? Do you have a car? Will you be able to afford feeding me in expensive restaurants whenever I want? Most people might think that I have an ugly attitude towards this but in all honesty, it's how I like it. I've pretty much grown up to having whatever it is that I want. And I intend to keep living that way. Sure I might be spoiled but then again, aren't we all? I love the idea of having money or be able to accept gifts all the time. It's what I like. It's what I want. Some people often call me a "gold digger" because I demand way too much. I'm sorry if you think that way but really, they are the ones who give willingly and if you want something back, you can just tell me. We all dream of meeting someone who's rich and handsome and live happily ever after with them and you know why? It's because you'll be living the good life. I do not want to be poor. I'm scared of that idea and if I have to, I'll work multiple jobs to achieve that. Money may be everything to me, and don't you dare tell me that this is wrong but come on, we all want this.
- I like people who are smart.
And sad to say, I know people who aren't really the brightest bulbs. I want to have a conversation with someone who makes sense and gives light to me. I don't need someone to talk to about nonsense this or that because it gets boring, tiring and irritating. I want to know many things and I don't need your bullshit regarding gossips and other shit. Enlighten me and we may be good friends for a long time.
This goes out to many areas, honestly. If someone breaks up with you, don't be naggy about how you feel incomplete, alone or worthless. I only find you pathetic. I admire people who can stand up after they fall. All I see on social networking sites are how this or that makes you remind of this person. Here's a useful tip: make new memories. Sure you need to have someone to depend on but isn't it better to have independence for once? I know a lot of people who gets to stay positive after an extreme break-up or loss in their family. You know all you can ever do is keep moving forward. Most people can only be with you the first few days of you bitching about being lonely, but after that, you're on your own. Like sheesh, grow the fuck up.
Because I've had enough of immature, childish acts. Relationship wise, I like someone who's older than me because they are future oriented. They can settle down if they want to. Friendship wise, people who may have a lot of meaningful things to say are awesome.
- I am really into Korean shits.
Coffee Prince and korean foods always get me. I've seen Coffee Prince a countless times already and I like cooking korean food because they are unique.
- I am way too into Iron Man.
If you are a clean person, then let me love you. If you have a clean room, I will adore you. I can only stand messiness for a short while and I am not a fan of organized mess.
- I am open with sexual things.
I may or may not have commented on how some people have asked me about my sex life, but it was only because it was annoying. I am okay with talking about sex. Ask anyone. There's nothing wrong with being too sexual. And I would like for some people to accept the fact that I am in fact a horny person.
- I am a sarcastic son of a bitch.
And most people like it that I'm very sarcastic. I don't know why they do, but I don't like it. I often respond to people this way because either a.) what they're telling me is stupid, b.) I'm not interested and c.) I hate that person. So now you know why I'm like this. I'm sorry for being like so.
Stephen King and Poppy Brite are amazing. Not only are they amazing, but they are like no other. Very unique. Sure most of their books are gore, but that's how you test your ability to comprehend things, to see how open your mind is. I recommend that people read Exquisite Corpse. But if you can't handle gay sex or necrophilia, I guess you aint dat cool bruh.
And no I do not drink to "impress". I drink because I actually do like the taste of brandy, rum, gin, vodka and wine. I drink to meet new people and to be with friends. Sure I'm involved with the wrong people, who are drunktards just like I, but it's something I enjoy doing. I often times enjoy getting drunk (emphasis on the often). Sure because of drinking I got into this situation that I'm in, but you can't really separate a woman with her wine. Or in my case, some beer. And brandy.
- I am a hopeless romantic.
I do believe that true love awaits me somewhere along the road. Just like Mila Kunis' character in Friends With Benefits. I'm easily drawn to something that screams romance. I love the movie The Notebook and the book The Time Traveler's Wife. I often fantasize about meeting the man of my dreams (who is 6 feet tall, has nice body build, beard, nice brown eyes, wealthy and has a big dick) someday in the future, or maybe even tomorrow. I love the idea of spending my whole Saturday with a special someone, maybe just playing Skyrim, eating pizza and drinking some beer. I love doing something for someone who means so much to me. And just have kids, tattoo each other's name over our chest and get married and live somewhere with a nice view of a mountain. But no. I'm only 19 and shit ain't even gonna happen, and so far, everyone that I've been with have fucked me over, or me fucking them over. But like I said, I'm only 19. What do I know right?
Remind me to add something to this in the future.
Thanks.
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